But today, at this moment now, I am here in the hospital, beside my mum. 2 days ago we were just out there celebrating her birthday. Yet now, I see her frowning in pain even while falling asleep. At this very juncture, I wish for the days I was a toddler, a child, where mum was healthy.
I no longer want to be grown up to face any of these. It's so painful.